holy crap. i had my first kiss.
...
more later.
god it was awful.
Monday, May 11, 2009
my first kiss that doesn't count (read my comment description)
Posted by c at 3:58 PM
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- I am c. I like lacrosse and soccer. I love my puppy. I like to sing and act and dance. i never did stop grieving over my dog. I am lazy (sometimes) i am always procrastinating. i am a horrible speller and i hate the shift button.
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LATER?
OMG, you drop a bomb like that, and then tell us to wait later??? ARGH.
I'm happy for you, I am. But irked at the same time. >.<
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how'd it feel???
i wish i had some magical tale about how i fell in love or something, but that is far from the truth.
it's not what you guys think. at all. in fact i am not counting it as a kiss.
it felt like if a family member kisses your cheeck. :/
gosh. it wasn't a real kiss.
so i had an acting workshop over the weekend. 3 days. there was a REALLY cute boy there. unfortunately he was not my scene partner. this 9 year old boy who was a bad actor and had shaggy hair was. we did a scene from anne frank. and at the end *gulp* there was a kiss. unfortunately we had to rehearse OVER and OVER. :(
and to make matters worse, right before we did the scene on the last day in front of everyone, a girl said that she heard the boy say that he would much rather kiss this other girl in the acting workshop. but i was like "screw all of these 2 year old" cuz the girl he liked was 8.
but other than that, it was a REALLY good acting workshop.
i hope a kiss is not like that. i hope it has more.. sparks.
anyway. i can't believe i'm talking about this. drew and bea otch broke up and rice said that it was only rumor that he and the other girl were going out
oh and sorry for keeping you waiting for some crappy story. and you shouldn't be happy for me. haha. i was dreading it.
but what can you do?
oh well. i'm really really sorry actually. it's almost like i'm lying. there was no magic. zip. it was nothing.
oh... ='( well, a kiss is a kiss is a kiss, i daresay. although it was not what i was expecting. =X
God, I agree with levi. WTFT??? (What the french toast)
Aww. that sucks for you. I've never been kissed :((((
haha. drama in school makes me laugh. sorry, but it does. i dont mean to be mean or whatever but still. i guess im just so twisted that i find stuff like that funny. i often laugh at my own crappy life. but explosions and insane people make me laugh too, so...
~Nixx
...when did people start thinking about kissing at such a young age? I mean, NINE?!??!?!?!?! are you serious? next thing you know there's gonna be talk of eight year olds Screwing in the washrooms or some shiznatch.
christ this world is going to the dogs.
sorry, I get a little emotional on the subject. XD
I had my first kiss the night of the play.
Okay, so here's what happened:
It was Friday April 24th, the night I was the lead role in our spring play. I had asked the guy I liked to come see it. He did:) After it was over, I had so many people tell me how good I did. A couple of high school talent scouts even talked to me. I was feeling pretty good, and when Ian walked up, I felt even better. He gave me a hug, not one of those quick hugs, but a lingering embrace. I brought him backstage so we could have some privacy. We were both leaning against the same door like we were trying to hold it open, but we really just wanted to be close. We weren't really talking, we were just kind of staring at each other. Both of us knew what was happening. We could feel some sort of connection or chemistry. While we were having this moment, Rien was just walking around in the classroom that led to the door Ian and I were leaning on, trying to give us some privacy and trying to be invisible. We could hear her humming :) Anyway, there we were, leaning, when all of a sudden, he got this weird look on his face, like he just realized something. I was confused... until he leaned in a little. My heart hammered against my chest when I realized his intention. I was nervous that I would suck and/ or screw up because it was my first kiss after all, but I wanted to kiss him, too. I really did. I know we hadn't even gone out yet, but it felt right. I looked up and leaned in a little. I wrapped my arms around his waist, and he put his arms around mine and his hands in my hair, bringing my lips to his. I had long forgotten where we were. All I was thinking about was the way his lips felt on mine. I was a little dizzy and disoriented. I pulled away, and thank God I did because barely one second later my theatre teacher burst through the door telling me my mom was looking for me. Before she could see him, he hid behind the door, and when she turned around, he took off as quick as he could. It was pretty funny actually.
I'll never forget that night. Or the times we spent together after that. Or every sweet word he ever said to me. You'd think this story would have a happy ending, and we'd live happily ever after, but no.
If you want the full story, go to Rien's blog.
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