god things have changed.
dramatically changed. i hate time. i wish i could go back to 4th grade. or just skip ahead to i'm out of my school.
UGH!
things used to be plain and simple. now it seems i've lost track of everything.
well rice is "dating" this one girl. (remember rice? he is a really funny guy in my class who is nice)
and drew is "dating" Bea Otch. aka bitch. (drew is the guy who stalked me saying how much he loved me and stuff in the lower grades)
and i say dating in quotes because this is not dating. this can't be dating. if that is dating, than dating's not all its cracked up to be. i will wait til high school to "date." i really hope "dating" isn't saying you like someone and that's it. shouldn't it be about really truly caring about someone and like going out to dinner? or something?
i have a feeling i will end up deleting this post. because 1. i just needed to put my thoughts into writing. and 2/ none of you really care or want to hear about my crappy world.
I am so confused.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
confused
Posted by c at 8:07 PM
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i am sorry for such a terrible post. i am just so perplexed right now. and uncomfortable.
and i have realized that: life sucks. so stop living in the past.
but it's hard when the past was so good.
and the present is so bad.
I care, and what you say is understandable. =(
I think deep down inside, everyone misses the old, simpler days. The days where you don't get the pervy jokes and where the daily conversation is who's dating who...
I'm familiar to this, but Drew and Rice and whoever else is dating might think they're dating dating, but are really just infatuated. I guess they're just testing out their hormones, you know? =/
HORMONES. Haha. I hate hormones. But I laugh at the word. -_- XD
But I totally understand what you're saying. And don't think that we don't care, 'cause we do. That's why we read your blog. ^_^
I agree with you on the whole "dating" thing, though. Dating, to me, is when you're officially boyfriend/girlfriend and you go out to places and do things together. Not just telling each other you like one another.
Agh. I TOTALLY know what you mean.
actually, i don't. I don't know any boys.
But I always wish I was in fourth grade! And I'm not gonna tell you not to worry, but life will get better. One would hope.
And here's a little saying I like to think to myself all the time: "nostalgia is a dirty, dirty word"
penut brittle!
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