Friday, November 14, 2008

Everything bad that COULD happen, DID happen

LET THE HORRIBLENESS BEGIN:

So I got this huge english test back. bleeping 87!!?? the last test in English was a 93 so that brings my average down to a 90. This may not be so bad you are probably thinking right? WRONG!! english is my best subject (well latin is because my average is about a 99 but it's easy) i shine in english, english is challenging but somehow I always sneak bye with a fantastic mark. this girl next to me: 92

now some people got 60s, some got 70s, and I'm pretty sure most got 80s. So at recess i go and talk to the english teacher. she goes over what i got wrong ect.
THAT DEVIL TOOK 2 POINTS OFF BECAUSE I SPELLED SOMETHING WRONG!

UGH!!!! so when i am talking to the teacher i feel my chin begin to wobble and my eyes start to get teary. so afterwards i go to the bathroom and cry a little just to get it out of my system until my friends came and saved me and comforted me. so I obviously am not feeling well about my life at the moment!! well my friends and I sometimes hang out with this girl who I secretly despise and for a while they did too until she turned nice. so she witnessed me crying and all which was embarrassing and she knew that I did badly on my test. well this girl happened to be the girl sitting next to me who got a 92. she is jealous of me because I am pretty and smart and thin and athletic and popular!!!!! (just trying to make myself feel better) and she is a fat ugly witch! (notice how i am not swearing??)

WELL SHE TAKES IT UPON HER TO TELL THE WHOLE ENTIRE BLEEPIN SCHOOL MY BAD MARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at lunch: I am pouring a cup of soup, just minding my own business. this girl walks up to me and asks me what i got on my english test. i think she is expecting me to say "100!" because I always to soooo much better than her. (she is pretty dumb) but instead I say "I don't want to talk about it." which is obviously code for "MYOB I did badly!" so she starts laughing at me. and it is weird so i look up at her from pouring my cup of soup. "You're grade wasn't bad!" she says then starts laughing at me louder this time like i just told the funniest joke in the world. "How do you know what I got?" I ask. "I'm magic." she says and laughs more at me. (and let me tell you, when someone is just standing there laughing at you, it is not a good feeling) I ask a few more times who told her, and she says the same response each time.

So I automatically assume it's one of my friends lets call this friend: Jade. Jade sits at the girl who laughed at me for like 2 minuets straight's lunch table. so i confront her right away. but jade doesn't know what I am talking about and tries to help me figure it out, so she finally squeezes it out of the kid who laughed. at this point I am really upset and embarrassed. i remember the way i felt in the bathroom and the talk i had with my teacher. i start to feel like I'm gonna cry and then Jade comes and says "She said that Bee Otch told her!" (you see what i did with the girl who sits next to me's name. haha. it is nothing close to that but it should be!) Bee Otch is the girl who sits next to me. I start feeling betrayed and hurt. I feel the teardrops trickle down my cheeks but mostly because I am so mad at the laughing maniac for being so mean and rubbing it in when she already knew how i felt AND Bea Otch! so I am there at the very end of the lunch table with my head very low and Jade by me side so it kind of looks like I'm talking to her (even though I'm crying) and i have the laughing girl tapping on my shoulder saying "are you mad at me?" and even though I want to smack her upside her fat head I just look at her and once i realize its her i put my head back down to Jade and ignore that maniac. And she goes "C!" In this voice that sounds shocked that I am being "rude" because in my grade and to the teachers I am this innocent, polite, sweet girl, but I was just like "Shut up!" because it was so bleepin annoying. she could see that i was crying that devil child but then my wood working teacher came over. He told me "Let's take a walk." when you here that from your MOM that doesn't make you feel good, so how do you think i felt coming from one of my TEACHERS!!??? so it was embarrassing that he saw me crying and even more embarrassing that he took me through the cafeteria in front of everyone outside!!! So he asked me what happened. and while i cried my eyes out I told him what Bea had done and he told me that an 87 was not that bad and i said THAT wasn't the point!!!!! and then i went to the bathroom and splashed cold water on my face to try and make it look like i hadn't been crying but that obviously didn't work because I got numerous remarks of people saying "Your face is red!" "What happened to your eyes?" "are you alright?" and one girl took the red face to the next level and shouted "WOAH! Your face is as red as a tomato!!!" so then i go to music. I am feeling better because although Jade is in the other class she is in my music class and she makes me laugh until we go to our keyboards. So my gay music teacher comes up to me and says "Whattya get on the test?"

now this is my last subject after EVERYTHING that was going on...
what I want to do: call him every curse word i know than take my chair and smack him over the head a million times
what i actually do: cry very silently and start shaking my head no then say HOW DOES EVERYBODY KNOW THIS!!!!?????
so he starts talking to me, and you know when you've just had the worst day and someone tries to talk to you, especially an adult and it makes you feel much much worse and sadder. it had just happened and so he runs over to his desk and gets me some tissues I'm thinking in my head "WTF you are creating more attention to me and are embarrassing me even more!!!" then he goes away and at this point i thin k that it is all over and that i can be alone, when he COME BACK and hands me something. it is like the corner of a sheet of paper and this is what it says:

"C= the coolest kid ever" and he says "And I mean every word! You can hold on to that for times when you don't feel well." and of course i throw it out after class but it was just the WORST DAY!! so meanwhile this my other best friend lets call her: Mayla
Mayla has found Bea Otch and Bea comes up to me and starts apologizing and stuff and i am just completely done so i say "whatever" and then she throws she throws something at me. that bleepin bleep threw a piece of wood that was carved in it
"I'm sorry C" because Mayla was in Bea's woodworking class and I'm thinking either Mayla made Bea make it, or my woodworking teacher because he had seen me crying!! UGH!!!

an 87 wasn't even that bad but the things that people did to provoke me was just NOT funny, girl who kept laughing!

when was the last time any of you have ever cried in school? 2nd, maybe third grade? mine was today. a LOT of times.

9 comments:

c said...

and then when i got home my mom could tell that something was up and FORCED me to tell her what happened, and when i did, she started yelling at me and saying how the whole thing was my fault and that i shouldn't care that Bea Otch told most of the people in my grade. and then i cried some more because my mom is a meany who yells at me for the stupidest things!

Cuppy said...

ooooooohhhhhhh!!!!! OMG that sucks SO BAD!!!! i seriously have no clue how bad that must feel for you if I feel like crap after just hearing it!!!!!! omigosh!!!! I was seriously HORRIFIED while readin that!!!!!!! UGH!!!!! You must feel like CRAP!!!!!! I know the last time I cried in school was probably grade five, but no one saw that. I can't even imagine what you must feel like!!!!!!! :(

Dibsy said...

Last time I cried was like two weeks ago. :*( The guy I had a crush on is girlfriend and boyfriend to one of my friends.

June said...

That sucks. There's no other way to say it except it just plain old sucks. I'm sorry. I would HATE it if that happened to me. I hope your feeling better. *gives C the biggest friendly hug ever!!!*

Ada Beth Croft said...

87 is a LOT better than I usually do, I make like 85s aha. But yeah, at least you really care about your grades, tats awesome. :)

c said...
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Dibsy said...

Oh that happens to me, too. Great days, and then one horrible one.

I'm still really crushed about what happened to my lately. (about the crush thingy) I would tell ya'll what happened, but I don't want to write it on my blog. >.< And if I write it here it would be too long. :(

Levi said...

Oh noez, I'm sorry. And even though it's been said a thousand times: That DOES suck.

I hate being the center of attention period. Even when someone is bragging about me. So I think I would've died if I were you.

But boy my history teach was right. There IS a lot of drama in school.

Dibsy said...

"If drama was vodka, our whole school would be wasted."