Thursday, September 11, 2008

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If there is ever a time that i am confused it is now. okay. I feel like I am copying levi. talking about new feelings surfacing and all, but i can't help it. So:
today rice comes up to me and says; "Hey Shaniqua!" (that's obiously not my name, but he calls me that for some strange reason)
and I'm like; "hey Bo Bice!" cuz thats what i call him and we start talking and my friends are right there but they don't say a word. And then i see my bff exchange glances with my other bff and I'm like "what????" so then we walk to sports and one whispers something to the other. Of course I here them say my name so I know whats up. "what. i don't like him. you guys know who I like. " and then the other friend says "he likes you." I don't believe her. why would i believe her. CAN"T A BOY AND A GIRL HAVE A CONVERSATION ON THIS EARTH WITHOUT BEING ACCUSED OF LIKING EACHOTHER??????????? rice is bobby's best friend and i would never lead rice on, because i like bobby. and I could have sworn that i heard the whisper say "c likes him."
but now that i read this over and think about what he said I wonder if he really DOES like me. and I wonder if i like him...
rice is not in any of my classes. last year when bobby wasn't in any of my classes i said maybe 5 words to him that whole year. rice and i talk almost everyday. he's kina cute, i guess. he has blonde hair. he's rich, but i would be friends with him even if he was poor. i don't want to like him I don't, but i kinda do.

before bobby was here i never talked to rice. i wanted to get to know rice because i wanted to get to know bobby and they were best friends. i feel bad now. i used rice to get to bobby. i am a terrible person. i don't like bobby. i guess i liked him cuz he is hilarious (but so is rice) and bobby was new and said i was cute. wow. if u want me to like u, all you have to do is say i'm cute. I hate myself. eeh. not really.

it knda sounds like a movie or something.

C's Life:
scence 37: c says "rice, I'm so sorry."
Rice: "you used me. so you never liked me. "
"well not at first but-"
"enoguh is enough."
rice exits stage right

hhaha. that did not really happen but thats what the movie would sound like. I'm not sure if i should like either one of them. I can't see myself with bobby anymore.

21 comments:

June said...

guys are sooo confusing. I guess I'll finish my story. hold on, let me figure I here I was

June said...

Okay, so they were talking to this EXTREMELY jerkish jerk that I hate because he was really mean to this little kid who was trying to stick up to him. Ugh. I don't even want to talk about him, but we'll name him...Zack.

So Zack was talking to them and they were saying my name and looking over at me and stuff. ANd when I got up to get off the bus because it was my stop. (and kyle's and Zack's)

I kyle says "Matt's coming back to to our school"

And I couldn't totally tell he was lying and trying to embarrass Eric so I was like "Okay....." cuz what else was I supposed to say, then I got off the bus.

Fast-Forward to 1 hour ago:

So I got on the bus REALLY early because the let out athletics early today and the girl I usually sit with was late so guess who plops down right next to me?

Kyle. And Eric and his little brother
were sitting in the row across from us.
First of all, Kyle's backpack is HUGE so it wasn't like I was sitting next to HIM it was more I was sitting next to his backpack, but still.

Then Zack was in the seat in front of Eric and they were talking when after a while kyle turns to me and says:

kyle: Matt's coming back
me: you told me that
kyle: well what do yo think about that?
me: I don't know
me: *looks out window*
Kyle, Eric, zack: *staring at me*
me: what
kyle, eric, zack: *all look away at the same in a way that's quite funny* nothing...
me:rolls eyes and continues to look out window

and I'm pretty sure zack kept looking at me the rest of the bus ride and I am SOOOOOOO mad at him. ugh.

but yeah, that's were the story ends. lol (for now) dundundun

c said...

omg. he sounds like a jerk.

bobby and i just had the longest conversation on aim!!!! i have mixed feelings. yeesh! boys are so confusing. I guess i like bobby as a friend.

Cuppy said...

hahahah. i figured out last year how to cope with confusing feelings about guys: just like them all and it gets a lot less jumbled. :P But i dunno, I've never really had the whole "teenage hormonal influxes" in THAT section of my life. it's more been a steady rising of "I LOVE the male gender" Which i do. All the guys on the world deserve a big round of applause. Thank you all!!!!!! :D

Ada Beth Croft said...

Here is meh deal, I like thish guy and he and I talked all the time...then we got our classes and we only have one. I got sorta shy because he is on the other side of the room. The magic faded. I feel sad, sniff. I don't know what to do!

c said...

OMG! ada, flirt with him whenever you can. or just talk. but not too much. u don't want to sound desperate. really i felt sooooo much better after just talking with bobby. it wasnt even anything just the VMAs. (video music awards) ya.

June said...

OMG!!! You talked to Bobby!!! YAY!!!

Dibsy said...

Don't leave me out..........................!!! I do second the part that a girl and a dude can talk and not be considered a couple. I talk with guys all the time (i am a tomboy) and i almost always get the same response. -_-

Ada Beth Croft said...

My mom thinks you are awesome because you complimented Abe's cuteness. She was like and you know it! Ha. Thanks btw. :D

c said...

ada, no problem. haha.


i don't know.

today i hated bobby until he IMed me and i wasn't even on. (i think i might have been on my phone)

he didnt really say anything in the im except hi and r u on. oh well i think i like him on the laptop and not in real life. (SOMEBODY HELP ME FROM THE STUPID CRAZYNESS OF MY FEELINGS!) i'm still confused...

Levi said...

Us guys are confusing? Pfft. Guys have to be the most easiest, simple-minded things in the universe. And plus, it's COMPLETELY obvious when a guy likes a girl.

Besides, it's you GIRLS that are confusing.

*sigh*

And C, if your having to ask yourself whether you like this guy or not, then most likely you do. Also, you WERE kind of defensive of you two talking. Just saying.

And you're not a terrible person, just somewhat desperate to get to Bobby.

And yeah, sometimes life turns into some messed up, over-dramatic soap opera. The very kind that I tend to hate. But you have to live with it. Life IS a very messed up, overly-dramatic soap opera that a lot of people hate. Yep.

*Random thought*

Ooo, if you combine Rice and C together...RiCe? RiC?
This is confoozing.

Hehe, please note that the above comment was my own opinion. Thank you.

EHH, I'm bored. Don't want to leave.

But alas, I must.

Anonymous said...

Hey Levi? How is it obvious that a guy likes a girl? This is my story:

Once apon a time there was a boy, a girl, and me. The girl liked the boy, and the boy liked the girl. Then, out of nowhere, the girl told me the boy liked me and she didn't like the boy. Well, I liked the boy she now liked, so I decided I wouldn't like him anymore. But I didn't like the boy that liked me. So, I decided I would try to get to know him better so I could see if I liked him. We went to the park for 2 hours, the girl told me to ask him to the movies so she could have a date with the boy she likes, we ended up not going anyway (whew!), then rien and i decided our biggest form of entertainment was calling him and leaving messages, he was gone all summer but asked another girl to get me a present from him (she got a gift card and he still owes her $20), more funny messages, then a football game where the girl who got me the present wanted to ask him for the $20, while he was talking a guy that got sent to Alternative School last year for holding a knife against someone decided to make a scene... here's how it went (I'll use his name because I don't care if you decide to stalk him):

Jeff: What are you, in 7th grade?
Me: No, I'm in 8th you big moron!
Jeff: No you're not
Me: Yes I am!
Jeff: You're not in 8th grade!
Me: Then you must be in 6th grade
Jeff: No! Hence the jersey (football)
Me: (very female dog-like) Yeah, well hence the sweatshirt!! (which was a sweatshirt i got in 6th grade that no 7th grader would have) *snatches the phone from the boy that possibly still likes me who had been watching the whole scene and storms off saying very loudly into the phone "DO YOU KNOW WHAT JUST HAPPENED TO ME?!!!*

.... I have a little bit of a temper I guess.... anyway... he's always staring at me and when I look, he turns RED and looks down. And his friends kind of smirk at me. I can't tell if he still likes me!! It's so confusing! Why can't guys just tell girls if they like them?! We end up liking them occasionally. I need a guy's opinion here.

THE END

c said...

thats a confusing story, genie. i bet he likes u! :)

Anonymous said...

i know! it's SO confusing. what makes you think that he likes me?

c said...

it just sounds that way. ask rien, she said she was good at that kinda stuff.

Anonymous said...

she doesn't know either!

Dibsy said...

Fine guys. Ignore me then. I feel loved. (cryz)

Actually, for a man, girls are so complicated. For chicks, dudes are totally complicated. I myself have trouble with these things...

Gosh you guys. I bet you're not even reading this!!! Waaaaaaaaaa!

Dibsy said...
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Dibsy said...

Hi guys. I'm back from emo spaz-town. Hi.

c said...

I soooo read your comment Dibsy!! Your loved!!!

Dibsy said...

(sniffle)